a little sacrifice for the better:(

          It's been a month since the day he told me he loves me but I'm still having a hard time figuring out what to do. My mind seems to contradict to what my heart wants to say. I want him to be with me forever but I know I could never ask something like that from him. I think i'm falling for him but i dont want him to choose between God and me. This coming friday he will be goin back to the seminary and i'll surely miss him. Falling in love has never been this better yet, one of the most painful heartbreaks i've experienced.